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happy halloween.

2010-10-31T19:30:00.000-07:00

yaaaaaaay, happy halloween.

so I carved a pumpkin.
says 2NE1 on it. don't judge, it was my last resort :3

I stayed at home until it was time to go out with my family to dinner at one of our more local restaurants.

And then I went along with my cousins & little sister (age 3 to 10) and trick-or-treated around the block.
For the most part, I stayed behind and helped my youngest cousin get to and from the houses safely.
Didn't get much candy.

That wasn't for long.
We came home at about 7:30..

We only had one group of kids come to our house to trick-or-treat.

And now I'm here.

I hope your Halloween was more exciting than mine,
because mine sucked.
...

I feel secondary.

2010-10-17T20:00:00.000-07:00

I'm never someone's go-to-girl, as far as being a fun friend.

The only time I feel worthwhile is when a friend wants to rant to me.

Thats it.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm not fun to be around, or if maybe i'm just the backup friend.

I feel like there's always someone more "ideal" than me.

I wish I could say something more about it, but what can I do?

just another one of those posts.

2009-12-28T14:53:00.000-08:00

Well, even though most people dont visit here, it's good to write things down sometimes.
Lol i was thinking about how boring my life is the other night, and started thinking about how fun it would be if I blogged about what i WISH my life was like. I don't even know where I would start in my 'fake' life, but whatever =D

Can you belive Christmas is over!? T___T I hate that feeling where you think about how it's gone for good, til next year, and sooner of later your gonna need to go back to stupid old school -_- it depresses you . . . and ecspecially for me since I barely say a word at school now that I'm around unfamiliar people. =l I'm hoping that gets better.

I keep getting distracted by the TV xD 'Smarter than a 5th grader' =] gaghh

. . . what was I gonna write? hmm
I don't remember.
My sis keeps talking CONSTANTLY and it's driving me crazy ---_____--- annoying the crap outa me.

Well, my battery is dying, so I'm gonna end this now.
byyee! ^___^

;]

random.

2009-12-20T20:17:00.000-08:00

So this is pretty much just a random post, saying nothing.
I just wanted to post SOMETHING new.

CHRISTMAS! IT'S SO CLOSE! like 4 days, and i'm excited :)
I was almost sure I was gonna get a laptop from my parents, but now I have my doubts =l they're saying like ohh there's no wayy, and blahblahblah. I guess I'm still just hoping! =(

*sigh* it's so cold.

oh new manga that i bought!
It's called "Me and my Brothers". I think... something like that.

whew, here we go!

2009-11-16T15:35:00.000-08:00

OKAYYY :)

so i think i've got alot to write about. like the longer i type the more stuff i'll think about.

(and if non-capital letters and incopmlete sentences drive you CRAZY, i suggest not reading this, because i dont wanna take time to capitalize eveything and show 'effort'.

*bows* that's me ladies&gents ;)

Alright so lately eveything in my life as far a school had been pretty repetive & boring -.- usually i'm the kind to not be shy and speak my mind, but of course only around those classmates i've been with all my life. Now, in a huge school full of new people, it's SOO much harded to just be myself. Now x---Ana & Darkess I personally think have like the bestest classmates ever :) all of my classmates are either them thuggie types, of just kids who don't give a crap about school and suceeding, which makes it ecspecially hard because they aren't exactely "easy" to get along with or be friendly towards. I don't wanna stero-type them or anything, because being a blonde&blue eyed girl I usually get SOME crap from people about being stupid or dull, which gets super annoying, cuz it's such a lie. (and i'm not even THAT blonde. my hairs like darker-blonde. in winter it almost get's to be lightlight brown because it's sun deprived.) Like there's this senior girl, (bleaaach blode, tall, might have blue or green eyes) and she's really smart, athletic, popular, a just super nice towards even freshmen. I don't know, believe blondes are stupid if you want, but most of the blonde girlies I know in my life are bright. [ except for some o_O lmao Amber knows :) ] And for ME, if I gave 100% percent in school, I'd do well. Presently, I give about 75% xD

I'm soooooo VERY glad my Natural Science teacher changed seats o__O i sat by this really tall, smell guy who would take up all my space. He's so creepy... -shudders-

lol sorry

so yeahh... i just can't wait for next semester. new classes, new people. no more foods class! lol i'm actually excited to NOT be in that class anymore. x] Raheim is like ULTRA CREEPY o__O like hello big guy, i DO have a space bubble. heh. i probably sound very claustrophobic *(?), but no. He's... different than the guy in science. Guy in science shoved his elbow in my face and smelled nasty. Raheim's just... UGH he scares me. I wouldn't call it flirting at all. Just Raheim-ing o__O eh. i hate him. and HE SHOUTS AT ME EVEYDAY! he says " WHATTSS GOOOD!?" right in front of my chair when he comes into the classroom =.= he's freaking loud.

so MY day.

1st- french class: i like it =/ lately it's been fun, but for a while I didn't like it. Maybe i just dispise mornings.

2nd- english: going good ^^ hate the class, but the people in it are cool. I sit by pretty chill people so it's a nice relaxed class.

3rd- science: DE'JANAE . she says "hey madison." like JOKINGLY. like who does that? it's hard to explain but she's just that person that purposfully talks to you to annoy you -.- and now i get to SIT by HER! -___-

then luchtime with mah noelle, emily(s), .. oksana. and amy! :) ohh. and then laura too -_-

4th- foods: i've expressed all thing worth noting.

5th- math: all i can say is "when will this end!?" ... but budda and tasha are funny.

6th- civics: the ONLY class I have with Darkess ^^ and then I see Ana the second time each day ( have her in french too ^^) in that class too, along with amy who I see at lunch.

and then at the end of the day I take the bus back to Darkess's house where my mom picks me up. [ school gets out early, and my mom can't leave work to pick me up, so amber adopted meh)
saranghae.

so mhmmm.

OH! and now i shall talk about ... dem boysies ^^

for me right now, I... kinda only stalk this person for fun and jokes, when in reality I don't know anything about him. And apparently he acts ganster even tho you'd swear he's a nerd. and lmao he's asian. WHOA didn't see that comin! x]

for Ana? ^_____^ i don't wanna say any names but I think they're a perfecto couple =) that's all i'll say.

and recently amber has ... -tapes mouth- i'm not sure if it's safe to reveal anything yet, so...

and noelle just ADORES chandler ^^ it's adorable. he's sportsy.

that's it. eveyone else is in a relationship already, lmao x] jk not eveyone, but close o_o

I NEED A HAIRCUT! and i've got alot of hair, so to make it seem less dense i'm gonna get some layers and then suttle bang to the side, mine grew out =[ and then i'm getting my lovely split ends again so that needs to be trimmed off forsuree.

=/ i think after a lotta typing about MY thoughts eventually i get... frustrated? don't know, but i think that's it for a while ^__^

byebye for now! :)

;]

new layout.

2009-11-13T20:54:00.000-08:00

So, like my new layout?
it's pretty plain, but I'm not sure, somehow i like it ^^

So I was gonna write a huge post but, now since i'm sooo cold and tired, i'll do that tomorrow. (if i remember to.)

mhm. for now,

byebye.

Jay featured in Seattle news

2009-10-06T18:55:00.000-07:00

I'm sickk =[[
it sucks.

.

p o s t .

2009-09-08T19:45:00.000-07:00

today was first day of school ( highschool ) for me. O.o
wasn't AS bad as i thought it would be, but for the most part, was a big change.
i don't wanna write about my day though,
there are more importent things to talk about.
like...

how FREAKING antis can do THIS much damage to one person's life!
over SUCH a small situation,
this is what happpens -.-
he didn't deserve all of this.
and lemme just say,
2pm will never ever be the same without him.
and I know for a fact,
that truly, whoever replaces Jay,
there is really only ONE true leader of 2pm.
.
this morning, darkess called me as i was getting ready for school, doing hair and stuff,
and that's when she said it.
it was such a weird random thing!
i mean, when I got home, of course first thing i did was get on computer and see the full story.
and when I watched the video of the screaming, crying girls begging him to stay, and seeing him leave like that, made me burts into tears.
for a while.
and then later i found more info saying that he was just repeating "I'm sorry" in a low voice with his head down
... soo sad right now. i just feel like i need to hug him, you know? tell him all of this has been stupid, and just overreacted by everyone. myspace comments = RUINED CAREER? i don't think so -.-
.
only bright side to this for ME, is that
he DID kinda leave easily. Maybe it was just taking too much out of the poor guy?
it's like constant stress all the time, legions of SCREAMING girls, running on little sleep, no 'real' chill time... maybe a part of him needed to be done.
or at least take a break.
that i understand.
and I think that he desearves some time back here in America with his family, taking a break from all the stress. maybe it will be good for him.
.
all i know is that i'm heartbroken,
and everytime I hear Jay's name for the next couple weeks/months i will be instantly sad.
i wish you luck Park Jaebeom.

<3

oh gawddd

2009-08-30T19:25:00.001-07:00

*-*
Wooyoung.
Wooyoung?

Cute, adorable, and fruity?

Yeah, watch this little tape at his audition.

DID YOU KNOW HE COULD DANCE LIKE THAT?!
He's F L Y !

holy holy O___o !
I'm in love with him ^^
crazy hottt xDD

OH MY GOD.

2009-08-29T13:44:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD.

I NEED YOUR HELP.
In the recent Mnet 20's Choice awards, 2PM arrived on the red carpet.
Recently, for the last Wild Bunny, and one's before Junsu has worn his signature mask ALOT.
Once, in the Dirty eyed girls episode, Junsu was wearing one of those medical mask people wear while doing detistry or somthing.
And in ALL the recent performances, he has worn his mask, and worn it almost covering his whole chin!
Now as you will see, he hasn't worn it at the Blue Carpet, and forgive my opinion,
BUT OH MY GOD HIS CHIN LOOKS DIFFRENT!
IT'S WAAAAAY MORE ROUND, WAY SMOOTHER!
And if it's true, EVEYTHING would fit together!
All the facts, times when he wore his mask, THE TIME PERIOD IN WHICH HE DID!
oh my god. O.O

SAY IT AIN'T SO!

-sigghhh-

2009-08-26T16:33:00.001-07:00

Hay peoples ^^
I was actually asking myself earlier, but
DOES anyone even come here?
-sigh- i doubt it.
-
soo. *-*
I'm having one of those days.
Volleyball practice. Again.
And the girls were kinda all crusty today.
Maybe darkess didn't think so, but I did, and of course I just asume their crusty at me or somfin x)
so made me crusty too -.-
then my dad comes ( and with Mc Donald's, so it lifted my mood a little )
but then after I'm done eating it,
"Oh, and your appointment is in like 10 mintues."
WHAT APPOINTMENT?
Doctor... -.-
so there I am all sweaty and semi stinky having to walk into the doctors.
and i needed to get one of those they ask you like 10 questions 'physicals' and i would be done.
don't ask HOW, but somehow the subject got on to my dad,
and then me possibly having thyroid disese ( which leads to thyroid cancer, or somthing? )
wth! outa nowhere.
kekeke oh my gosh.
when they took a couple container thingies of my blood,
I was soooo close to bursting out into laughter xD
dont kno how or even WHY. but yeah..
it tickled my neck too, weirdly. o.O
didnt hurt tho. like I haven't had blood TAKEN from me, just like blood samples.
so i was expecting like a tiny bit, but nooooo -.-
so that was good.
-
i reeeeally needa find a new layout on blogskins or somthing. this one has a small posting space, and it bothers me.
or maybe someone could MAKE ME A really cute LAYOUT -COUGH COUGH- please ? xD
nah im keedin. i'll find one.
if you, uhm, wanna make one though, that's coool .... XD
-
oh wow for a second there i just stopped typing and stared into nowhere...
*_* i'm losing it.
that's it, i think.
i'm really bored.
SHINee FIGHTING!
yessss. ^^

t a g & t a g

2009-08-23T11:17:00.000-07:00

6 things that make me happy:

01: VIDS- Like any cute ones where stars are acting as their normal self? Makes me smile so much :)

02: MUSIC- NO, not loud music Amber, but like, soft sweet music. Or a cute song sung by one of the artists that I just love! That's a for sure x]

03: RELAXING- I don't do this as much anymore... I used to a lot. Like just sit on the couch silently. Or for that matter, create a little spot in backyard and sit in the sun (:

04: SPENDING TIME AWAY- Like, out of my house, with friends or people I haven't seen for a while. You know, somtimes you just need a break from your household ^^

05: NICE MOVIES- yeah. Nice movies. ^^

06: HUMOR- Being around people who are bright-spirited and happy. Because they help lift spirits, you know? =P

Uhmm. ne, great tag :)

Sooo...
nothing new.
more volleyball.
FOREVER & ever.
amen. - -
MUAH. keedin.

uh, 2pm new album, 4mintue new album, BB new album, all coming soon. ^^

HEARTBREAKER is really making its way through. Big hit.

I'm still short.

And the sky is still blue.
Most of the time.

b y e - b y e !

HOLY...

2009-08-19T11:09:00.001-07:00

Bah.
I no swear.
Somtimes.

ANYWAYS! So much to update about! -.-

MKAY, so there's

1. G DRAGON BABY released his new album, HEARTBREAKER, which THANK CUCUMBERS is not plagirized. (the song I mean) whole playlist is at this place.

2. Well, Big Bangie releases new album, but because of Daesung's eye and 'other' stuff operation, had to postpone the release. [ Credits to Darkess for telling me after volleyball tryouts xP ]

3. OH, yeah, Darkess and I ( i hate NOT calling you by your name, when irl, AMBER -.-) have had tryouts past 3 days. I AM SORE. Very -.- like, I expected some uhmm, BUTT (not ass xD) kicking, but they had you work, honey.

4. Just a ton of stuff. Go check allkpop. They have eveything you gotta know. Idun wanna type the rest. It's alot.

5. And Daesung's eye operation was s u c e s s f u l :) glad to hear, D-lite x)

6. New Wild Bunny w/ subs =D

That's it! :)

byebyebye

m o r e !

2009-08-11T20:01:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry, more fangirl about G dragon and stuff.

So 1. I'm just stalking the BB fansite instead of his me2day. Easier ^^ And he released preview of the CD's main song, Heartbreaker. Go to BB FANSITE to hear it ^^

2. OMG DID YOU HEAR? Daesung was in an accident! T.T !

Here the details:

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"Big Bang’s Daesung got into accident and sent to hospital on 11th. According to diagnostic result, Daesung fractured his nose and got small bruises on his face and arms as well. Thus, doctors required him for over 4 weeks of treatments.

YG Entertainment later said, “We first thought it was a car accident, but found out that the car that Daesung was in hit the guard rail itself,” on the same day of an accident to Money Today Star News.

According to YG, the car was driving around Pyung-Taek City, Kyoung-Gi Province, under rainy conditions and hit the guard rail around 4pm after having finished shooting SBS ‘Family Outing.’
Also, according to company, Daesung was sent to the closest emergency room right after accident. After an hour of close examination, he suffered a fractured pleurapophysis and nose. YG said, “Hospital said pleurapophysis will heal naturally if he rests for about four weeks. We are planning to send him to a hospital in Seoul and get treatments.”

Also, manager who drove the car got leg injuries.

YG said that the stylist who was sitting in the back seat got severe injuries and bled a lot, so they are worrying about her health a lot at this moment. The stylist was sent to the nearest hospital, but hospital recommended to send her to a bigger hospital in Seoul, and is currently waiting for surgery.

There’s a big possibility that Daesung will not be attending his new musical ‘Shouting’ press conference on the 12th because of this accident. YG said, “‘Shouting’ press conference will go on as planned, but we don’t think Daesung will be able to attend. We will focus on his rest and put him back on good condition.”

YG also added, “We are sorry to many fans who are worried throughout this incident.”

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wowies. That makes me reeally sad. And the stylist was REAALLY hurt, sent to hospital in Seoul =[ Hope she's okay.

I'll keep watching on how D-lite's doing, as well as GD and his new album. Post later! xD

byebye

T a g !

2009-08-10T11:01:00.000-07:00

FIRST THING I NEED TO SAY!

Help me stalk G Dragon luvvie and watch his very many
Me2day updates! [click the purple LETTERS!]

I'm going CRAAZY about his solo album. I will be hunting the internet August 18th for his songs. ^^
aaaand getting married. To him. But that's a different story.

WELLL THEN, someone named Darkess has been pestering me to do this tag -.-
OKAY! sure! ^.^

Doughnuts or doughnut holes?: doughnuts!
Apples or oranges?: oranges -o-
Rain or snow?: TEH RAIN!
Kiwi or mango?: kiwikiwikiwi
Elephants or kangaroos?: elefante` ;)
Scared or sad?: scared, cuz it can be fun. SAD IS JUST SAD =[
Sushi or shrimp?: s h r i m p!

Whales or dolphins: babyy beluggggggaa! so, whales.
Apricots or plums?: apricots, plums SUCK
Sunshine or darkness?: sunshine! ^^

Hunger or thirst?: hunger
Evil or good?: gevil. goodly evil.
Right or left?: right handed xPP
East or west?: west, it's warmer dere. well unless you go REAAALLY far east, then your around arabia. But even if you go just a little bit west, your in the country ya'll!

I really hope that didn't make any sense to you o.o

I've been watching sooo many vids lately. craazzzy stuff.If someone were standing at the stairs randomly, and were listenig to me? First its dead silent, then they would hear crazy laughter.

SAE. -looksaroundroom-
i heeeeearr herrr....

Yeah, Sae? Go to Darkess's blog and there's a creepy lady in the pic? Top left corner? THAT'S HER. She laughs *wide eyes*

I'm on meds. I think that's causing the occasional laughing or drooling. And maybe the screaming every once and a while... Not sure, that could just be me.
muahmuah. sooo...

Yeah, I don't like clumping sentences together 0.0

UGH! This happens to me every time.
I have somthing to post about, but i write somthing first and BAM!
it's gone.

-.- maybe I'll just edit this when i remember.
BYE FOR NOW!

watching you...

V i d e o !

2009-08-05T14:56:00.001-07:00

MADE. MY. DAY. ! ^^

Hah! daesung the old lady o_O S2! And Taeyang with the clearing his throught thing! Seungri's leetle ballarina skirt made eveything so much better! ^^ Then. The T-gri kiss *.*! And G-Draggonnn.. *drools* ^__^

R a m b l e

2009-08-03T13:16:00.000-07:00

So , you ever have those moments where your spazzing out because, somewhere in all the million's of tabs you have open on your computer, there's music playing, and you wanna shut it off? I just had one of those and was seriously looking for like 3 minutes. But I did find it xD eventually...

I'm so sad! My little sister came up with a random quote about Daesung or TOP or something, and it made my day. Can't remember now. :( But it was hilarious X]

I want PHOTOSHOP! =[[[ But I really don't know what kind to get. Or even when I get it, how to actually understand it =/ *pouting face* If you know what I should get, pweeez tell me. *bobs head to Tell Me*

mmm... haven't had a Pop Tart in a while. SOO GOOOD.

I had more to ramble about, but lost it all.

MKAY! Dat's eet =]

(:

m y . b l o g .

2009-08-01T21:46:00.000-07:00

Yep, so it's me Starr... finally decided to USE a personal blog because I can't keep posting tags up on Silver Rain. So here I am!

*blinks*

OKAY, well so here's the tag!
(was tagged by Darkess aka. AMBER, again. -.-) xDD

1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? anyone as long as it's not Amber. HAH, jk ^^ saranghae!

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? O.O lmao, no i steal it and keep it at home. pft ^^

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? listener, people watcher... watching u.

4. Do you take compliments well? teheheh yes *smiles & blinks at computer*

5. Do you play Sudoku? depends.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Maybe, but I wouldn't try to find food, I'd hide and hyperventilate.

7. Do you like to ride horses? eh, no

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? muahah YES MA'AM!

9. What was your favorite game as a kid? uhm, not sure.

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? NOO.

11. Have you lied to get out of a date? um, noo xP

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? "I don't speak english well, so I can't answer that question." hah, altered quote! no probably not. (although I'm engaged to non-christian... o.o) JIYONG! S2S2

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? hah, probly be pursued. That's kinda weird to answer.

14. Use three words to describe yourself? short, dorky, ME!

15. Do any songs make you cry? honey don't get me started. HAH! just saw a little girl run over her baby brother with a little mini-toy jeep!! lmao!

16. Are you continuing your education? kinda illegal NOT to right now.

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun? GAWD, no, stay AWAY. You will be killed. xDD

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed? mah kitties and poochie! and my purse has about everything i posess in it, so i'd grab that too ^.^

19. How often do you read books? not really that often =/

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future? idunno, all of the above!

21. What is your favorite children's book? Tiki tiki tembo, no sarimbo, chary bary rutchie, pip barry pimbo! S2

22. What color are your eyes? bluee

23. How tall are you? 5 feet, maybe 5' 1!

24. Where is your dream house located? Somewhere open and bright

25. Do you have a secret fetish? is that like a fruity word for love of somthing?

26. Have you tried sushi? i confess, barely any. Like one bite :/

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth? hehe yess =]]

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden? eh, about 3, 4 months ago?

29. When was the last time you were at Church? couple weeks. ^^ went to Darkess's church.

30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today? to feed my Grandma's doggie =)

31. What was your favorite job? eating !

32. Do you like mustard? yesyes (:33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat? OH MY GAWD, how awesome would it be if we could do BOTH? *'ohmygosh' face*

34. Do you look like your mom or dad? even mix of both

35. How long does it take you in the shower? normally, about 20 minutes

36. Can you do the splits? yeah. but gotta stretch first! ^^ bahaha

37. What movie do you want to see right now? the new Harry Potter!

38. If you could fast forward your life, would you? eh, maybe to like my 20's, but no sooner.

39. What did you do for New Year's? drank... SPARKLING APPLE CIDER! xDDD

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary? NEVER SEEN IT! DONT WANT TO!!

41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls? never seen it actually.

42. Do you own a camera phone? yyyyyyyyyeah

43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers? uhm, maybe like ONE. pahaha ^^ in email

44. Was your mom a cheerleader? no, i dont think so

45. What's the last letter of your middle name? eeeee

46. Do you like your middle name? better than my first -.-

47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? 6 or 7, these days ^^

48. Do you like care bears? *gasps!* S2 S2 S2

49. What do you buy at the movies? poppcorn, and soda

50. Do you know how to play poker? nope..

51. Do you wear your seatbelt? yes Mr. police officer!

52. What do you wear to sleep? ... jammies! lol usually, large T-shirt and shorts

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown? not really..

54. How many meals do you eat a day? 2, but snacks!55. Is your tongue pierced? EWWw no

56. Ever meet anyone you met on myspace? don't have one!

57. Do you read myspace bulletins? ... d o n ' t - h a v e - o n e.

58. Do you like funny or serious people better? it's weird, but it changes depending on the person.

59. Ever been to L.A.? no, dont think so.

60. Did you eat a cookie today? i had ICE CREAM. it pwns.

61. Do you use cuss words in other languages? yea i cuss u out in possum. W H A T.

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads? buy, but listen to online music

63. Do you hate chocolate? OMG NO! chocolatteee!! <3

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most? talking with attitude, talking back, the usually stuff ^^

65. Are you a gullible person? umm... yeah.

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy? no...

67. If you could have any job what would it be? docter, and get PAID

68. Are you easy to get along with? ii guessss so....

69. What is your favorite time of day? night owl ^^ *coo's like owl*

So that's it! Tag this to five users!

NO. I won't. i dont wanna. so take that!

SO that's it! i'm donee

byebye! ^^

w e l c o m e

2009-08-01T21:36:00.000-07:00

It's Starr!