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happy halloween. / Sunday, October 31, 2010 @ 7:30 PM
yaaaaaaay, happy halloween.

so I carved a pumpkin.
says 2NE1 on it. don't judge, it was my last resort :3

I stayed at home until it was time to go out with my family to dinner at one of our more local restaurants.

And then I went along with my cousins & little sister (age 3 to 10) and trick-or-treated around the block.
For the most part, I stayed behind and helped my youngest cousin get to and from the houses safely.
Didn't get much candy.

That wasn't for long.
We came home at about 7:30..

We only had one group of kids come to our house to trick-or-treat.

And now I'm here.

I hope your Halloween was more exciting than mine,
because mine sucked.
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I feel secondary. / Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 8:00 PM
I'm never someone's go-to-girl, as far as being a fun friend.

The only time I feel worthwhile is when a friend wants to rant to me.

Thats it.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm not fun to be around, or if maybe i'm just the backup friend.

I feel like there's always someone more "ideal" than me.

I wish I could say something more about it, but what can I do?
just another one of those posts. / Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 2:53 PM
Well, even though most people dont visit here, it's good to write things down sometimes.
Lol i was thinking about how boring my life is the other night, and started thinking about how fun it would be if I blogged about what i WISH my life was like. I don't even know where I would start in my 'fake' life, but whatever =D

Can you belive Christmas is over!? T___T I hate that feeling where you think about how it's gone for good, til next year, and sooner of later your gonna need to go back to stupid old school -_- it depresses you . . . and ecspecially for me since I barely say a word at school now that I'm around unfamiliar people. =l I'm hoping that gets better.

I keep getting distracted by the TV xD 'Smarter than a 5th grader' =] gaghh

. . . what was I gonna write? hmm
I don't remember.
My sis keeps talking CONSTANTLY and it's driving me crazy ---_____--- annoying the crap outa me.

Well, my battery is dying, so I'm gonna end this now.
byyee! ^___^


;]
random. / Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 8:17 PM
So this is pretty much just a random post, saying nothing.
I just wanted to post SOMETHING new.

CHRISTMAS! IT'S SO CLOSE! like 4 days, and i'm excited :)
I was almost sure I was gonna get a laptop from my parents, but now I have my doubts =l they're saying like ohh there's no wayy, and blahblahblah. I guess I'm still just hoping! =(

*sigh* it's so cold.

oh new manga that i bought!
It's called "Me and my Brothers". I think... something like that.
whew, here we go! / Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 3:35 PM
OKAYYY :)

so i think i've got alot to write about. like the longer i type the more stuff i'll think about.

(and if non-capital letters and incopmlete sentences drive you CRAZY, i suggest not reading this, because i dont wanna take time to capitalize eveything and show 'effort'.

*bows* that's me ladies&gents ;)

Alright so lately eveything in my life as far a school had been pretty repetive & boring -.- usually i'm the kind to not be shy and speak my mind, but of course only around those classmates i've been with all my life. Now, in a huge school full of new people, it's SOO much harded to just be myself. Now x---Ana & Darkess I personally think have like the bestest classmates ever :) all of my classmates are either them thuggie types, of just kids who don't give a crap about school and suceeding, which makes it ecspecially hard because they aren't exactely "easy" to get along with or be friendly towards. I don't wanna stero-type them or anything, because being a blonde&blue eyed girl I usually get SOME crap from people about being stupid or dull, which gets super annoying, cuz it's such a lie. (and i'm not even THAT blonde. my hairs like darker-blonde. in winter it almost get's to be lightlight brown because it's sun deprived.) Like there's this senior girl, (bleaaach blode, tall, might have blue or green eyes) and she's really smart, athletic, popular, a just super nice towards even freshmen. I don't know, believe blondes are stupid if you want, but most of the blonde girlies I know in my life are bright. [ except for some o_O lmao Amber knows :) ] And for ME, if I gave 100% percent in school, I'd do well. Presently, I give about 75% xD

I'm soooooo VERY glad my Natural Science teacher changed seats o__O i sat by this really tall, smell guy who would take up all my space. He's so creepy... -shudders-

lol sorry

so yeahh... i just can't wait for next semester. new classes, new people. no more foods class! lol i'm actually excited to NOT be in that class anymore. x] Raheim is like ULTRA CREEPY o__O like hello big guy, i DO have a space bubble. heh. i probably sound very claustrophobic *(?), but no. He's... different than the guy in science. Guy in science shoved his elbow in my face and smelled nasty. Raheim's just... UGH he scares me. I wouldn't call it flirting at all. Just Raheim-ing o__O eh. i hate him. and HE SHOUTS AT ME EVEYDAY! he says " WHATTSS GOOOD!?" right in front of my chair when he comes into the classroom =.= he's freaking loud.

so MY day.

1st- french class: i like it =/ lately it's been fun, but for a while I didn't like it. Maybe i just dispise mornings.

2nd- english: going good ^^ hate the class, but the people in it are cool. I sit by pretty chill people so it's a nice relaxed class.

3rd- science: DE'JANAE . she says "hey madison." like JOKINGLY. like who does that? it's hard to explain but she's just that person that purposfully talks to you to annoy you -.- and now i get to SIT by HER! -___-

then luchtime with mah noelle, emily(s), .. oksana. and amy! :) ohh. and then laura too -_-

4th- foods: i've expressed all thing worth noting.

5th- math: all i can say is "when will this end!?" ... but budda and tasha are funny.

6th- civics: the ONLY class I have with Darkess ^^ and then I see Ana the second time each day ( have her in french too ^^) in that class too, along with amy who I see at lunch.

and then at the end of the day I take the bus back to Darkess's house where my mom picks me up. [ school gets out early, and my mom can't leave work to pick me up, so amber adopted meh)
saranghae.

so mhmmm.

OH! and now i shall talk about ... dem boysies ^^

for me right now, I... kinda only stalk this person for fun and jokes, when in reality I don't know anything about him. And apparently he acts ganster even tho you'd swear he's a nerd. and lmao he's asian. WHOA didn't see that comin! x]

for Ana? ^_____^ i don't wanna say any names but I think they're a perfecto couple =) that's all i'll say.

and recently amber has ... -tapes mouth- i'm not sure if it's safe to reveal anything yet, so...

and noelle just ADORES chandler ^^ it's adorable. he's sportsy.

that's it. eveyone else is in a relationship already, lmao x] jk not eveyone, but close o_o

I NEED A HAIRCUT! and i've got alot of hair, so to make it seem less dense i'm gonna get some layers and then suttle bang to the side, mine grew out =[ and then i'm getting my lovely split ends again so that needs to be trimmed off forsuree.

=/ i think after a lotta typing about MY thoughts eventually i get... frustrated? don't know, but i think that's it for a while ^__^

byebye for now! :)

;]
new layout. / Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 8:54 PM
So, like my new layout?
it's pretty plain, but I'm not sure, somehow i like it ^^

So I was gonna write a huge post but, now since i'm sooo cold and tired, i'll do that tomorrow. (if i remember to.)

mhm. for now,

byebye.
Jay featured in Seattle news / Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
I'm sickk =[[
it sucks.








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